EMPTINESS

Emptiness.
It's how we all began.
A gift we didn't want and, couldn't wait to get rid of.
We were born an empty canvas screaming, "Paint me!" "Paint me!"
"Make me your passion.
Give me your love, your patience and, your influence."
From birth, our instincts told us to seek out the paint that would transform the emptiness into a uniquely detailed piece of art, a masterpiece.

At first, we gladly accepted paint from everyone regardless of color or texture. We had no concept of bias or judgment, until a few careless stokes painted it on. As we developed, we accepted and reflected, truth, happiness, beauty and, many other wonderful things.

The brush made it's way through many hands and occasionally, found itself in those of dark artist. 

Ones who insisted on adding details such as hate, abuse, anger and sadness.

Claiming, no masterpiece could possibly exist without depth and contrast.

As time goes on, and our canvas fills up, we begin to explore and question our design.

We fear, that the pain and sadness it displays will drown out it's goodness, and taint it's beauty.

The approach of it's completion leaves us in fear of failure.

We worry that all the space may fill up before we have the time to fix it's flaws.

We start to realize that, the emptiness we began with held endless possibilities.

We now long for the chance to change and begin anew.

It is at this time that, we must accept that those dark artist were right.

Without sadness, how could we appreciate joy?

Without darkness, we could not recognize light.

Those things we view as negative, only enhance our strength, depth and beauty.

They surround our canvas, magnifying our positive qualities.

Each human being is a unique work of art.

When we accept our flaws along with our strengths, as a part of who we are, we realize both make us beautiful.

LOST GOLD

Just like iron bars that hold prisoners in a hard, cold, inflexible, restrictive cell, the iron in our blood (our cells), does a similar thing.  It may have been a way for the ancient "Powers That Be" to create a de-evolved species of human being, whose blood was fortified with an inadequate metal - IRON (iron = prison).  Iron is a poor conductor ( we are electrical units -  our heart, when stopped, must be shocked back into rhythm, static electricity, etc. ).  Iron also rust, deteriorates and, "dies".  From our first breath, our iron based insides begin to oxidize, - our blood turns red only when it hits the air because it immediately begins to rust.  Also, I believe it would make sense to assume that iron's poor ability to conduct electrical current could be the direct cause of the human ability to ( as far as science has proven so far 17% ) use no more than 1/4 of their brain.  Even those of great measured intelligence have never been able to document the ability to use a higher percentage of their brain.  It is  then to also assume if iron, being an inadequate conductor is the cause that, it is probably also the cause of the separation between the conscience and unconscious mind.  The ancient "Powers That Be" (maybe E.T. us ), seem to have fortified human blood with iron as a sort of "mind control",  to control the masses.  Iron also has another negative attribute if that be the case, it is magnetic, it is limited and held by that which attracts it or, it attracts.

                The answer is GOLD.  A minute amount of colloidal gold occurs naturally in the CSF (cerebral spinal fluid ) of the human body.  I believe these trace amounts are inadequate.  I believe that for the brain and body to function at it's prime capacity, the blood and organs must be gold rather than iron based.  The iron in our blood must be replaced completely with gold.  Iron is currently our " life force ", without enough iron, we become anemic, weak, we could even die.  It should be gold.  Only when ingested in powder form ( i.e. flour gold ), when it is immediately water soluble, is it effective and undamaging to the internal organs.  Gold is a wonderful conductor.  It never "dies", never rusts or, tarnishes. Gold is also NOT magnetic.  NASA uses lots of gold on our space crafts for these reasons.  They mostly use it as a liquid lubricant around the parts exposed to space ( liquid lube, - like blood?).  White Powder Gold was ingested by the ancient Egyptians ( the pyramid on the back of the U.S. Dollar bill, a bill backed by.....gold ), who seem to have had the means, ability and/ or power to do and build things we can't seem to comprehend, re-create or, even fully, understand.  The Bible talks quite a bit about "fortified nations".  Maybe instead of "man" literally fortifying the nation's food and water supplies with iron, an imperfect and corruptible metal, it should have been a Noble metal, such as God's gold.

                God made gold because it is very useful for many different things on a very broad scale.  Though an excellent conductor of both electricity and heat, gold remains extremely resistant to chemical reagents.  Alkalies and oxygen have absolutely no effect on gold so, it never rusts or, tarnishes.  For these reasons, gold is known as a Noble or, incorruptible metal.  For these same reasons, I believe God intended for every one of his children to have the opportunity and ability to benefit fair, freely and, equally of it's applications and use.  The first time gold is ever mentioned in the Bible, it says, second page of Genesis (the very beginning ), " the gold in that land is good ".  So, in the beginning, at the start of creation, God made gold, - gold was good.  Time past.  The world evolved and multiplied.  Suddenly, about 1/2 way through the book, God gets angry at "us" because "we" ( humans ), took God's perfect useful gift to "us" ( his children ), gold, and turned it into money (" the route to all kinds of evil").